Friday 7/25/08

S2 texts me through out the day, which is nice I guess, except she is very boring texter.. a lot of 1 word dead end answers, which I usually get the hint of discontinuing the text, except she's the one that texts me first...



anyway, I got out of hanging out with her tonight, so I can hang with my friends. I "delayed" haning out with her, only for the chance that I might meet another girl.



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I was suppose to go to the beer festival with my friend Q, except he pusses out, I *KNOW* it's because of his girlfriend, but he won't admit it...


I go anyways, my other friend J is going, so I meet up with him.


I get there, and out of nowhere, I hear "P! P!" I look around, it's my ex's cousins... I say hi, blah blah, it was nice to see them, but still it's kind of awkward...

I get in line, start talking to this girl next to me, her name is A, blah blah blah, we get our beer, and I say to her:

"I'm meeting my friends under the flag, you should come by later!"

"ok!.. blah blah"

I don't see her again, the rest of the night.. I thought that would work, but apprently not.

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Ran into K, (she's looking HOT) we say hi, chatted a little. then went out ways.

Thursday 7/24/08

Tuesday 7/22/08
Went to see s2 at her work, walked up, I hear "hey!" I look over, I see S2, she's on her break she says. After a little banter, she says, "I want you to meet my friend" she waves her out, and says to her "this is the guy I was telling you about.." we meet.

After a some more BS, I tell her that my friend and I are going out this Friday, and invited her out, she was game and gave me her number and told me to give her a call.

mission accomplished.

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Now, I'm thinking that it may not be that good of an idea to invite her out, incase if I meet or talk to other girls.. so I called her up last night (to say hi) and mentioned that we might not go out Friday...

Tuesday 7/22/08

BC came over last night.

we took care of business.

then when she's getting dressed, she asked:

"do you want this to be over? it's fine if you want to, just let me know, I can tell you're not really into it."

I didn't really answer her, I want to have sex with her still, but just not now, maybe a couple of months down the line, and I want to keep that option open.

but she was really cool about it, which I appreciate.

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I'm going to see S2 from Sat night in a little bit, see if she wants to go out this weekend.. hopefully it'll work out good.

Monday 7/21/08

I am totally dreading tonight. I was planning on having BC come over last night, but I chickened out, told her I was too tired, and postponed it till tonight. I think usually people are excited if they're getting some, but not in my case, I'm dreading it. I'm having performance anxiety or something. Is that chicken or is that a sign that I need to call it off?

I'm planning on visiting S2 tomorrow to see if she wants to go to lunch.. a little nervous, but excited.

Saturday 7/19/08

Went to Bar/Club5 with my friend L and his friends.

TONS of people out, crazy packed.

Talked to this girl in line (she's pretty hottt.. but forgot her name) just kind of chatting, BSing, then her friend came up from behind, and we started talking. Her name is S, brunette, total hotty, sexy smile. We're talking, joking, and are getting touchy, huggy, and she gave me a couple of pecks on the cheeks and the lips... :) Got cockblocked a couple of times, but she still stuck with me, which is cooler!

Saw her again later chatted with her some more, I know I should have, probably could have gotten her number, but I didn't (as usual), instead, I said something like "Am I going to see you here again next week?" she said "maybe :)" anyways, I hate it. I'm sure it's partially no balls, and partially thinking too much about it.

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Was talking to this other girl near the bar,

"oh, I'm getting a drink for my friend.."

she introduces me to her friend, and I got "the look" and I'm thinking.. oh.. IT"S ON..

so we kind of chatted a little, then she got her drink and left.

A little later, my friends and I were talking and she and her friends walk by, I said hi and was going to give her a hug, instead, she went in for a full on kiss... a little surprised.. but it was allll gooood.

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Went to get tacos after, Met this girl named S2 (I think). Cute little girl, young (22), find out that she works really close to my work, so I suggested that we go to lunch, and she said "ya! come on by."

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BC texted me earlier today "I miss your hard cock in my wet pussy" lol... I was with my parents when I go that.... I guess that means I'll have to see her sunday night.. ugh..

Wednesday 7/16/08

BC is pissed at me, she went off that I "make her wait so long and not texting her", wtf!?!? I can't help but find this kind of funny...

Thursday 7/10/08

I haven't seen BC for a few weeks now. I was nervous that she would text me sunday night (our usual night), but she didn't, infact, she hasn't texted me the last couple of days, which is fine. You might think, wtf is wrong with this guy, he's turning down sex!??! Don't get me wrong, I love sex, but I just don't like sex with her. There is just zero attraction there, and that is the hard part.

As far as K2, she still texts me almost everyday. There is not really any attraction there too, but it's more exciting since she's "newer". I want to go over for lunch tomorrow if she doens't work. Hopefully she doens't.