Thursday 12/18/08

out of the blue BC texted me

"hey punk how have you been"

ugh. i dont even know what to write to her.

I think, since I have nothing to lose, I'm going to try to get a 3some with her and her roomate and see what happens.

Friday 11/26/08

Went out to Bar/Club2

talked to these 2 girls.. wasn't feeling any love back, so.... NEXT

Saw M6 there, out of the blue, talked to her a bit. She went up on stage dancing, and omfg, the only other place I've seen ass shake like that was in rap videos. She was just going off.. can only imagine her in bed.. Didn't dance with her though, I'm sure I would have gotten some dirrrty dancing had I danced with her. I've wanted to get her number, and I was thinking this is the perfect chance, but there was this dude that she went with that was always hanging around, couldn't shake him off! so I felt a little weird asking for her number, so I didn't. But I'm sure I'll see her again at the gym and I'll get it then.

Monday 11/24/08

a little update on the girls from last week.

K4 - called her, chatted a little, she said she's "doing something" that she'll call me back. never did. delete.
the girl from Bar/Club9 on 11/15 - straight ghetto, her texts are like a 13 year old from AIM, could not wait to delete her number.

Sunday 11/23/08

M7 texted me, bs'd a little, asked her if she wanted to go out tuesday "that could be arranged :)" whatever that means.. I'll call her today (monday) and see.

Saturday 11/22/08

texted M7, bs'd back and forth a little. One thing I like about M7 already is her texts are in plain english, she actually types out all the words like a normal person.

Went to Bar/Club5

Lame. didn't really want to go, there was a lot of people, but it was kind of ghettoy.

Saw this girl that goes to my gym, she eyed me a couple of times, but didn't really want to talk to her.

Friday 11/21/08

went out to Bar/Club2

Talked to these 3 girls,

J3, cute girl, got a avril lavigne thing going
M7, cute, braces, nice smile,
D, pretty cute too, kind of reminded me of mylie cyrus, but chubbier

they were pretty cool, pretty fun, chatted, got some drinks, then my friends L and I2 showed up, we all hung out and were chatting. I was going after J3, but after talking to her for a bit, I don't think we were feeling each other, and L and J3 seemed like they hit it off, so I just left it. Then I started talking to M7 and D, we were laughing and just having fun, but I think I hit off with M7 more, so I put more of my focus on her. things were going well, drank some more and chatted some more, then dragged me out to go dancing. Not really into dancing, but I went along with it, did our regular thing, a little grinding here and there, it was all good. then kind of went our separate ways

Saw her on the dance floor again, so I went up to her, she's dancing with this other dude. (she wasn't all up on him like she was me.. that's good to see I guess) so we kind of were there doing our thing (nothing too serious) then the dude took off. then it progressed into some SERIOUS grinding, before I know it, I was thinking.. wtf is going on, this chick is getting all into it that *I'M* almost embarrassed... lol.. so that went on a little, then we took a break. and got a drink. She said something about her bf, and I'm thinking.. surprise.. another cockteaser, but then she was saying how he's lame blah blah, and that they're prob going to break up soon (now I don't feel so bad) then she asked me if I have a gf "yes :)" (lie) "but we're not that serious" then I left it at that. then she dragged me out there again..

on the way out, she stopped to say hi to this dude, I jokingly asked her, "who is that, you're bf?" "no, that my bf's friend" hahaha!

so we were dancing.. whatever, and that same dude showed up again!! I'm thinking this mofo, I'm not going to start anything because she's not my gf or anything, and I'm not going to go into a dance off or anything, so I'm thinking I'll just going to stick by her and see what happens. then finally I think he saw that I was getting more of the love and he took off... haha.. that felt pretty good.

we took another break, by now things are winding down, so we're about to take off, we left Bar/Club2 to get some food, and found on that she's only 20.. YIKES!! (but in my mind I'm thinking.. damnnn that's pretty pimpin :) ) we got some food, then called it a night.

Saturday 11/15/08

Went to this new place, Bar/Club9.

Talk to girls here and there, nothing really came out of it... then met this girl, don't remember her name, we started talking, then she dragged me out to the dance floor, grinded me up a little, then we started to make out. then she had to go find her friend or something, and she said she'll be back, and when she came back, we started to makeout again, bs'd some more, then she took my number as she was leaving. I feel so used...:)

Went to get some food after, then met these 2 girls, L and K4. They were ok. I was more attracted to K4, I think it's because she has a nose ring and was wearing a low cut dress that was showing off her cleavage. But we were chatting for a while and got our food and got their number. Actually I got L's email and K4's number.

I'm going to call K4 up later today, so we'll see how that goes. I don't mind going out with her, but her cleavage has got me intrigued.

Monday 11/10/08

haven't been out much these weeks so don't have much stories to tell...

texted K2 to see if she wasnt to have "lunch" and she said "maybe"... whatever. I'll hit her up later this week and see.

did meet this girl at my gym though. her name is M6, she's from brazil attending school here. I'm going to find out why she's here, of all places for a Brazilian (family, bf) and see from there. she's cute.. it would be pretty cool to go out with someone from brazil though.

Saturday 10/18/08

Went to Bar/Club7 with my buddy L. It's the first time I've ever been there, I've driven by there many of times and I always see that it's packed, so thought we'd check it out. When we got it, it was already crowded, got our drinks and scoped the place out. It seems like a cool place, next thing I know, the place gets super packed. and the girls are uber hot.

Talked to a few girls, nothing too exciting. tried to take this girl home, but unsuccessful. Met these 2 girls at the end of the night A2 and M5. they're cute, and they're only 21... :) BSd with them, went to get burritos with them, and that was it.. ugh.. I feel like I'm out of my game...

Tuesday 10/14/08

This Guy I work with, N, came in from New York for a conference, called me up and I took him out around town. This guy is uber PIMP, went to Miami for 7 days, fucked 4 different girls.. my new idle. Took him to a couple of bars, but was not popping, Then we went to Bar/Club 8, where he said some of the people from the conference are, so we went there. Met a few people there, couple of cute ones. He was trying to hook up with this one girl H, and I was trying to get with her friend K. but he was too tired and bailed. Got their numbers though, so when I go to their city, I'll have some cute girls to go out with.

Tuesday 10/7/08

Haven't posted in a while... a few developments..

and I noticed I have a few regulars now, so that makes me motived to keep this up!! :)

K2: went over to K2's late last week. she asked me to go over for lunch "pretty please :)" she's more of a freak than I thought :) she's a pretty good fuck. I suggested that we make it a weekly thing, and she said "that might be a good idea" SWEET!

BC: after our "break up" she never texted me, until yesterday. she wrote:

"unfortunately I thought of you while I played with myself, want to see?" HAHA!!

then she sends over a clip of her fingering herself. lol.. I just found that hilarious. and the thing is it did not turn me on one bit.

K: wanted to see her, haven't seen her for a while, so I gave her a call, chatted with her for a bit, asked if she wanted to grab something to eat, she says she's busy, but will give me a call, never did.. ugh, I hate girls like this, I'm fine if you don't want to go out with me, but WHY play these stupid games!? be an adult about it!

S2: I told her that we'll go get lunch, but I never got around to it, I've texted her a couple of times, but she seems to respond too late (for me to leave work) for lunch. one of these days I guess.

Tuesday 9/23/08

BC came over last night.

I can't and couldn't fuck her. The newness has definitely worn off for sure, and little things here and there just turns me off about her. So I just told her to give me a blow job. After I was done, she asked me what's wrong. I wanted to say "stress, work, blah blah" but I've said that one too many times and I'm sure she's heard that one too many times, so I just told her what was on top of my head, was that the smell of her sweat. I know she takes a shower before she comes over, but she breaks a sweat I think from sucking my dick, and honestly, the smell of her sweat turns me off. (I would like to add that not all girl's sweat turn me off.)

probably not the smartest thing and definitely a poor choice of words.

she storms out of my house... we'll see what happens today..

Monday 9/15/08

BC wanted to come over last night, but I just wasn't in the mood. It might have helped, but I didn't want to stress of having to perform.

So I dreamt about her last night.

Saw the coaster she snuck in my pocket this morning, made me want to cry. (lol. j/k), threw it out. retarded, I know.

Hope she replies.

Saturday 9/13/08

Spent much of today keeping busy, trying to get my mind off of B, had run some errands, watch some football, whatever.

Went out to Bar/Club5, kind of didn't want to go, but I thought it might help to get my mind off of B. Met my friends in line,

While texting, S2 called, so I accidentally picked up (didn't recognize who it was since I deleted her number) but she wanted to come out too. I didn't want to hang out with her, but told her to come anyways. But my the time she decided to, it was too late.. too bad.. :)

we were IN LINE for about an hour, then I called it quits, gay.

Friday 9/12/08

I'm heartbroken. This whole weekend I have not been able to stop thinking about her. Dreamt about her last night. I feel the same anxiety as when I went through my divorce. Have not been able to sleep and eat, my mind a little out of it, can't focus. Her name is B, she is best friends with my friend J. I saw B for the first time a couple of months back, but I did not talk to her, she was hot, seemed a little snobby plus she was with her boyfriend, and that was that. On Friday, J said her B are going out for girls night out, and asked if me and my friend Q wanted to go, wasn't thinking about going, but ended up going.

She is about everything I'm looking for in a girlfriend. She's a hottie, fun, outgoing, hardcore runner, fit, into being/staying fit, educated, nice head on shoulders, we like and like to do many similar things, and on top of that, we got along very well. BUT she has a bf. She just got out an engagement earlier this year, after being with him for 7 years (I didn't pry on why) and from what I've gathered, this BF isn't long term. Maybe it's a rebound thing, I don't know.

Of course, I didn't get her number. Part of it is my game (or lack there of), or that she has a BF, or worry what my friend would think of me hitting on her when I know she has a BF. Anyway, my point is that I didn't get it Friday night. So Saturday, I found her on Myspace, and really contemplated if I should ask for her number then. Thought about it long and hard, discussing w my friends, and decided that I better put myself out there and see what happens. As of now, (monday morning) she hasn't checked.

I haven't like anyone like this since.. probably when my ex and I got together. and the fact that she can't be had (as of now) is literally sickening me. I've lost my appetite, can't sleep, and just kind of in a daze since Saturday morning. My mind is really F-ing me up, just going wild. Thinking about her and I together, as if the thought of hitting the lottery and thinking about things you would do with the money. It's driving me crazy. I tried to keep myself busy, but it only works for so long.

Tuesday 9/9/08

BC came over last night, It was a pretty good session. I made her cum 3 times, which has to be some kind of record.. lol.. I'm proud of myself for that.

she told me she missed me.. and she did hold my hand while she was giving me a blowjob. It kind of threw me off while it happened, but I just went with it. I like how things are now between her and I and these little things are kind of leaning towards the relationship direction, which I'm ehh.. about. I'm sure I'm making it a bigger deal than it is, but it's just kind of concerning to me.

Friday 9/5/08

K2 and I kind of have been texting back and forth throughout the week and I was getting the feeling that she was down to fuck, so I was trying to get a time in to see her at lunch. I was telling my friend S about this, and he suggested that I invite her over and actually hangout with her. that wasn't my plan, I didn't want to hangout with her, I would rather see her at lunch and get it over with. He said that it would be good practice for when I hangout with a girl that I really liked, plus it would get me out of my comfort zone. which does make sense. So I called her up and see if she wanted to hangout Friday.

So K2 comes over, I made her dinner, sat around and watch TV, then we watched a movie, started to fool around, then we fucked. It's a good alternative than BC, definitely not as freaky as BC. We finished the movie, then she had to go because she's got to work early tomorrow. lol.. it works out good because it would have been overwhelming if she stayed over.

Definitely a good learning experience.

Wednesday 9/3/08

Gave M4 a call Monday, left a VM, no call back. Called again last night, didn't pick up, didn't leave a VM.. ugh.. deleted her number.

Saturday 8/30/08

Went out to Bar/Club2 for my buddy L's birthday, him and couple of his other friends went along. Nothing too exciting, but did meet one of his friend's friend, M4, Tall, blond/brunette, I like her, I would date her, got her number at the end of the night.

Wednesday 8/27/08

BC came over last night. it was a pretty good session. I give her tons of credit though for helping me finish the job, she's a real trooper.

But as we're chit chatting, she mentioned that her and her friends/roommates got a little drunk the other night and showed each other their pussies, that perked my ears.. :) I'm going to try to get into their little party next time...

Sunday 8/17/08

BC came over last night. The sex has definitely gotten kinkier and last night officially reached about the apex of porno status...

Saturday 8/16/08

Went out to Bar/Club5,

Talked to these 2 girls V2 and N. They both were not bad, but N is cuter than V, but V has the tongue ring and a lip ring that I'm really digging, so I was going after her. Not sure of how it started, but the conversation was getting pretty perverted, talking about 3somes, making out with girls, and we were getting quite touchy, thought that for sure I can take them home, so I didn't even bother getting their numbers. As the conversation went on, things kind of died down and I think I lost their interest and kind of just dissipated, and now I have non, that's what I get for being greedy...

Talked to a couple of other girls, but wasn't anything too interesting.

Sunday 8/10/08

It's about 9:30 Sunday night and I was debating if I should text BC or not, then I get a text from her, so I guess she's coming over.

She has away for a week. When she came cover, it was business as usual, except I can tell from the way she was sucking my dick and how she moaned from how I touched her that she was really craving for some.

We took care of business, (actually I did, she didn't finish). It was a quick one, I think it was because of how into it she was that turned me on particularly more.

Saturday 8/9/08

Went to a wedding on Saturday, it was my buddy J's wedding. Met this girl named M, she's a cutie, caught my eye instantly, talked to her a little, found out she is married and is having problems or whatever, as her hubby wasn't there. she had to leave for a family thingy though.

she's cute, I like her, there are few people that I actually like and would go out with, and she is one of them. I told J to have a bbq and invite her so I can close the deal. But I'm sure with my luck, she will probably have made up with her hubby and be at that bbq.

Friday 8/1/08

Went to a bar to celebrate my buddy's engagement, one of his friend's J, brought 2 of her friends with her, didn't really talk to them then, but did later...

After the bar, we went to bar\club5 to hangout.

Started talking to the 2 friends. One is named (J2), cute, the other one, cuter, a bit taller than me, (don't remember her name). I was trying to get on the taller one, but it felt weird because she was taller than me.. lol.. (retarded, I know). But I don't descriminate, I talk to all of them. We chatted, BS'd, laughed.

As the night went on, and before I knew it, J2 and I were getting a little touchy and all over each other. At some point she mentioned she has a bf, but that didn't seem to phase what she or I were doing. I was nibbling on her ear, she was necking me, grinding all over me, my curious hands were all over, as were hers. I'm confident we could have made out, but I didn't go for it. I think it was because we were in front of all our friends, and plus she said she has a bf, and I have morals!! (haha.. jk)

Asked for her number at the end of the night, she wouldn't give it to me, she said she's got a bf.. lol.. gay.... I'm getting tired of asking for numbers, I think I've been shut down more than enough times. Obviously I'm only good for one night of fun.

Friday 7/25/08

S2 texts me through out the day, which is nice I guess, except she is very boring texter.. a lot of 1 word dead end answers, which I usually get the hint of discontinuing the text, except she's the one that texts me first...



anyway, I got out of hanging out with her tonight, so I can hang with my friends. I "delayed" haning out with her, only for the chance that I might meet another girl.



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I was suppose to go to the beer festival with my friend Q, except he pusses out, I *KNOW* it's because of his girlfriend, but he won't admit it...


I go anyways, my other friend J is going, so I meet up with him.


I get there, and out of nowhere, I hear "P! P!" I look around, it's my ex's cousins... I say hi, blah blah, it was nice to see them, but still it's kind of awkward...

I get in line, start talking to this girl next to me, her name is A, blah blah blah, we get our beer, and I say to her:

"I'm meeting my friends under the flag, you should come by later!"

"ok!.. blah blah"

I don't see her again, the rest of the night.. I thought that would work, but apprently not.

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Ran into K, (she's looking HOT) we say hi, chatted a little. then went out ways.

Thursday 7/24/08

Tuesday 7/22/08
Went to see s2 at her work, walked up, I hear "hey!" I look over, I see S2, she's on her break she says. After a little banter, she says, "I want you to meet my friend" she waves her out, and says to her "this is the guy I was telling you about.." we meet.

After a some more BS, I tell her that my friend and I are going out this Friday, and invited her out, she was game and gave me her number and told me to give her a call.

mission accomplished.

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Now, I'm thinking that it may not be that good of an idea to invite her out, incase if I meet or talk to other girls.. so I called her up last night (to say hi) and mentioned that we might not go out Friday...

Tuesday 7/22/08

BC came over last night.

we took care of business.

then when she's getting dressed, she asked:

"do you want this to be over? it's fine if you want to, just let me know, I can tell you're not really into it."

I didn't really answer her, I want to have sex with her still, but just not now, maybe a couple of months down the line, and I want to keep that option open.

but she was really cool about it, which I appreciate.

***********

I'm going to see S2 from Sat night in a little bit, see if she wants to go out this weekend.. hopefully it'll work out good.

Monday 7/21/08

I am totally dreading tonight. I was planning on having BC come over last night, but I chickened out, told her I was too tired, and postponed it till tonight. I think usually people are excited if they're getting some, but not in my case, I'm dreading it. I'm having performance anxiety or something. Is that chicken or is that a sign that I need to call it off?

I'm planning on visiting S2 tomorrow to see if she wants to go to lunch.. a little nervous, but excited.

Saturday 7/19/08

Went to Bar/Club5 with my friend L and his friends.

TONS of people out, crazy packed.

Talked to this girl in line (she's pretty hottt.. but forgot her name) just kind of chatting, BSing, then her friend came up from behind, and we started talking. Her name is S, brunette, total hotty, sexy smile. We're talking, joking, and are getting touchy, huggy, and she gave me a couple of pecks on the cheeks and the lips... :) Got cockblocked a couple of times, but she still stuck with me, which is cooler!

Saw her again later chatted with her some more, I know I should have, probably could have gotten her number, but I didn't (as usual), instead, I said something like "Am I going to see you here again next week?" she said "maybe :)" anyways, I hate it. I'm sure it's partially no balls, and partially thinking too much about it.

************

Was talking to this other girl near the bar,

"oh, I'm getting a drink for my friend.."

she introduces me to her friend, and I got "the look" and I'm thinking.. oh.. IT"S ON..

so we kind of chatted a little, then she got her drink and left.

A little later, my friends and I were talking and she and her friends walk by, I said hi and was going to give her a hug, instead, she went in for a full on kiss... a little surprised.. but it was allll gooood.

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Went to get tacos after, Met this girl named S2 (I think). Cute little girl, young (22), find out that she works really close to my work, so I suggested that we go to lunch, and she said "ya! come on by."

**********

BC texted me earlier today "I miss your hard cock in my wet pussy" lol... I was with my parents when I go that.... I guess that means I'll have to see her sunday night.. ugh..

Wednesday 7/16/08

BC is pissed at me, she went off that I "make her wait so long and not texting her", wtf!?!? I can't help but find this kind of funny...

Thursday 7/10/08

I haven't seen BC for a few weeks now. I was nervous that she would text me sunday night (our usual night), but she didn't, infact, she hasn't texted me the last couple of days, which is fine. You might think, wtf is wrong with this guy, he's turning down sex!??! Don't get me wrong, I love sex, but I just don't like sex with her. There is just zero attraction there, and that is the hard part.

As far as K2, she still texts me almost everyday. There is not really any attraction there too, but it's more exciting since she's "newer". I want to go over for lunch tomorrow if she doens't work. Hopefully she doens't.

Saturday 6/29/08

Went to Bar/Club5.

There was TONS for girls out, and super hot too! I was thrilled as it looks like it could be a good night.

***********
Was walking to the bar, this girl grabs my arm and says

"hey, my friend wants you for your body"

"where is your friend at?"

met her friend, chatted.. then that was it.

pretty funny though..

***********
Met this girl named A, we start talking, laughing, having a good time, etc... Made out a couple of times.

My buddy L and I are about to leave, and I ask for her number, she said:

"I don't give out my number"

"what?"

"I don't give out my number"

"I want to see you again"

"blah blah blah.. fate.. if we run into eachother again...blah blah blah. "

i'm thinking, hahah.. WTF are you talking about, but whatever.

"ok, well, I had a good time, I'll see you later then!"

so to top off one of the lamest rejections, the burrito I got after was super salty.

Friday 6/28/08

My cousin and a friend had a birthday dinner tonight, so I went to that. I know almost everyone one there, but up the stairs comes this couple carrying a toddler that I don't know. At first I didn't think much of it, but the wife looks really familiar.

I talked to her when I bumped into her later in the night. After talking to her a little bit, I remembered that her and I got a little flirty in college. She's still looking pretty good today.

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BC came over earlier in the week, it was ehhh.. She doesn't turn me on as much as before for sure, but she does get the job done.

K2 still texts me everyday. She doesn't work next week, so I think I"ll be going there for lunch a couple of times...

Thursday 6/19/08

I've been trying to get a nooner with K2, and today would be a good day as she does not work.

As usual, she write me in the morning. We go back and forth a while

blah, blah blah....

"I'm tired, I need a nap.. "

"maybe you should take a nap over here"

now it's on for sure...

I go over there, we chit chat a little, then we head to bed. Took care of business, and even got a little nap in, and went back to work.. awesome.

on the way home, I was thinking I should get BC to come over tonight. Have sex with 2 girls in 1 day, that's a pretty big accomplishment.

Tuesday 6/17/08

"Good morning sunshine :) how you doin?"

K2 texts me that every morning now... and we have these flirty text banters throughout the day. I'm kind of flattered I guess. It's pretty apparent now that she likes me, but I don't like her in that way. I think I'll drag her along to get sex out of it. I'd rather have sex with her than BC because she's someone new. I know it's a dick move, but I'll chalk it up as a learning/life experience.

Speaking of BC, I need/should have BC come over these days, but I don't really feel like it, and I can sense that she's going to text me any day now, I kind of dread it.

Tuesday, 6/10/08

BC texted me wanting to come over. Though it's been a while since we had sex, I still wasn't really looking forward to F-ing her.. but oh well... I texted her to come by later.

She comes over, we do our thing. She was ALL into it, and she finishes first.

Then, I noticed a change in her attitude.. She turned the table and is acting like SHE wanted to get the F out of there.. lol.. doing things half assed, restless, wasn't into it. But I haven't finished yet.... so I just sat back and relaxed as she finished me off half assed..

As she left, she said something like, "you shouldn't deprive me anymore...." haha.. wtf..??

Friday 6/6/08

K2 texts me quite often, almost everyday, and today was no different.

So she texts me during work, wanting to hang out after work, (as usual..) and I kind of don't want to (as usual..), but then she suggested that I go over and she'll make dinner... hum... I'm thinking, this is an unusual request... so I told her maybe.

After work, my friends talked about going to a bar to hangout, and I wanted to go. So I called K2 telling her that I can't make it to her dinner, but I'll call her after I'm done, and she was cool with that.

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Met my friends at Bar/Club6.

Went there, just hung out, shot pool and BS'd. It was pretty filled there. I see a large group of people walking up all dressed up, and this one girl catches my eye. No biggie, went back to BSing with my friends. A little later, I see her in the vicinity, so I keep my eye on her. She did catch me eyeing her a couple of times, but she didn't do anything, and I didn't pursue her any more.

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They close at midnight, and we take off, I called K2 to see what she's up to. Asked her to come over, she goes:

"now?"

"yes"

"but it's so late"

"so? we'll have a slumber party!"

"but..."

"come over, it'll be fun!"

"alrite.. how do I get there?"

I'm thinking.. whattt? did she said she'll come over!?!? .. I was kind of in disbelief that she is coming over this late.

she arrives a little later, I'm now thinking... IT'S ON NOW for sure...

Gave her a tour of my house, then went to watch TV upstairs. We cuddled while watching TV, and fell asleep. I woke up, suggested we go to bed, and off to my bedroom...

We get into bed, cuddled some more, then started making out, hand all over each other, then gradually worked my way off the bra, pants, then her underwear...... after we were done, I thought.. WOW... I just F'd a 21 year old..

then we both fell asleep.

I wake up in the morning, I'm thinking.. I better hit it again while she's still here.. so I worked my way in.. (lol.. literally and figuratively)

After we're done, she went back to sleep, but I couldn't sleep, I was thinking how the F can I get her out of my house?? gracefully?!?!

Texted my friend Q for some ideas, and he suggested that I tell her that my parents are coming over, and to start cleaning.. LOL.. SWEET IDEA!!..

So I got up and started cleaning.

Saturday 5/31/08

Went to Bar/Club5, met my buddy L there.

Ran into K3 there, met her friends, one of them, M2, I really like, really pretty, awesome smile, talked to her a little. But I think she's got a boyfriend.

*************

Went over to the other section to find L, on the way there, I noticed these 2 girls really grinding it up with eachother, one blond, one brunette. The blond sees me looking at her, I gave her a smile, she smiles back, I gave her a look and a grin as I walked towards L, she's liking it, she smiles back again. I find L, we get a drink, BSing, I spot out the blondy, it was easy because she's already spotted me.. now I'm thinking, fuck... I've got to go dance with her.. I BS with L and his friends some more. Then I reluctantly went over. I went up behind the blondy grinding her up a little, she was digging it, then somehow I ended up between the blondy and the brunette. I was trying to move with the music, but they were doing all the work, so that worked out good.. that was fun while it lasted.

I can't dance, that's why I hate going out to the dance floor. So I've got to figure out another way to approach the girls in these situations...

*************

I find L back near the bar, he was talking to these girls, I go join them. It's a group of bachelorette party. Chatted with them a bit. Met this girl names M3, cute little brunette. BSd them a little, then they want to go dance... ugh.. luckily, I see K3 and her friends, so I went over there, didn't see M2 though... Chatted with them a little and they were on their way out. So then I go find L. He's dancing with the bachelorette party..

ugh.. I've got to go dance again.. oh.. what the hell, I'm nicely buzzed, M3 is cute, so I went over there.

I got M3's number at the end of the night. not sure if I'll call her.

I really like M2, I could date her. I've got to find a way to meet/see her again without seeming too creepy.

Tuesday 5/27/08

It's been about a week since I had BC come over, I feel like I should see her soon, though I really don't feel like it. She performs well, but I'm kind of over fucking her. It's almost 10 and I'm trying to find a way for to stall out of of it. Tonight would be the best night for her to come over though, that's why the long contemplation. Finally I decided to just text her.

me: "want to come over tonight?'

bc: "I don't know babe, am I going to cum this time?"

lol.. wtf kind of reply is that!??!

me: "not if I cum first."

bc: "well, in that case maybe I should just stay home tonight"

lol.. omfg.. ok biatch, suit your self.

a little bit later...

bc: "how about tomorrow"

I don't reply.

bc: "how much later tonight?"

me: "come at 11:30"

bc: "sure, I'll be there"

lol... she's addicted...

she comes over, we do our thing.. she says:

"babe, you made me cum so hard"

I walk her out.

Tuesday 5/20/08

BC came over last night

we do our thing.

while she's gets dressed...

BC: "I have a question for you.. you're not secretly married are you?

me: "uh.. no.."

BC: "ok.. are you f-ing someone else?

me: "no.. are you?"

BC: "no.. I'm talking to someone else, but we're not having sex"

me: "oh.. ok.."

I walk her to the door... "have a good night"

Tuesday 5/20/08

It's 7 in the morning, I'm eating my cereal. I hear a text message go off on my phone downstairs.

wtf is texting me so early?? must be my buddy J (he's east coast time), I'll check it when I'm in the car...

"good morning sunshine :)"

it's k2... wtf..??

Saturday 5/17/08

Went to Bar/Club2 for a birthday. Bar/Club2 I don't really like, I don't like the crowd, and I don't have much sexcess there. oh well, it's for a good friend's bday, we'll just go have a good time. My buddy L came along too, I like him.. he's pretty aggressive at meeting girls and we have similar taste in the girls we go after.

So we're hanging out at the upstairs bar area, BSing, and I notice it's only us there.. wtf? then up come these 2 girls, kind of nerdy, out of place. I go talk to them. It's one of their's bday, the friend is cuter than the bday girl, she's pretty cool, cute. The bday girl kind of reminded me of Mary Katherine Gallagher from SNL, lol.. . Chatted with them a bit. Got their names, but don't remember...

*******

I get my drink at the bar, I turn around, L is talking to these 3 girls. I go over, meet them all, one of them is just blatantly disinterested, texting herself away, but the other two are pretty cute. BSd with them a bit, eh... not really feeling it..

*******

then we decided to go. I left, no number, no new names, alone... again... ugh.. thats why I don't like this place...

Friday 5/16/08

K2 texts me...

"hey :) hows my favorite person doing? miss me yet?"

I *KNEW* she'd text me first... but didn't reply, didn't want to BS with her, I'll reply her next time she texts me. give her some more time to think about me :)

Thursday 5/15/08

Went to a local baseball game, $2 beer night + nice weather = TONs of HOTT girls. Felt like I was back in college.

So my friend T wanted to hook me up with a friend of his and asked her to go too, so I met her, wasn't really my type, so I wasn't all over her. I was more interested in having a good time and hanging with my friends, and if she's involved, great!, if not, oh well.. which is what she did, and I didn't actively participate her.

Looking back, I'm thinking if it was rude of me to not talk to her or pay more attention to her...

********

so there are TONS of hott girls there, didn't really talk to many of them, felt like I was out of my element (a bar/club setting) but that’s just another obstacle I need to conquer.

********

later that night K2 texted me

"hi P! what are you doing?"

"blah blah blah"

some more BS...

"what are you doing this weekend?"

"you"

"lol.. silly boy, no really, what are you doing?"

"you"

"omg p, haha, wtf"

lol.. she'll write me back later...

Tuesday 5/13/08

I felt like I had to get BC over tonight, I haven't seen her for over 2 weeks, I kind of don't want to see her, but I know she's hooked and she wants it, and I have to give it to her if I want to get it regularly and if I don't want backlash.

so I texted BC

me: "want to come over tonight at 11?"

BC: "sure babe"

she comes over at 11, does her thing...

BC: "ohhh, babe, that feels sooo gooodd"

BC: "you taste good babe..."

as she leaves,

me: "have a good nite..."

apparently we're not using names... kind of weird, but that's how it is.... I LIKE!!!

Saturday 5/10/08

Went out of town to my friend S's wedding for the weekend. No really hard core picking up on girls, but some interesting casual encounters...

************

I get to the ceremony a little early to see if he needed help. I got there and they were taking pictures, so I stood off to the side watching, see this girl singing along with the music, kind of gave her a smile, she sees me and gives me a smile back, and I see her walking towards me. Comes over, find out she's the wedding coordinator, we start to chat a little, she laughed at something I said and gives me a hug....? hum... thought that was a little different...

************

after the wedding, S threw an after party at his house, saw C, met her before, she's pretty cute, nice teeth, tall too, which is always attractive, chatted with her a little. I would totally go after her if I lived there.

************

Was talking to J, the maid of honor, we ended up talking for a while, then her bf/hubby comes over and just puts his arm around her. No introduction, no eye contact, no acknowledgement of me, I thought, a little insecure..? lol..

Tuesday 5/6/08

after dinner, I wanted to get a new tie to wear for a wedding I'm going to this weekend, so I thought, I'd bring the flowers along to give to someone. As a random kind of kindness, make someone's day, and myself feel better I guess..

I see two ladies walking by.. prob mid 30s, hand it to them.

"happy tuesday!"

a little confused, and takes the flowers

"for me?"

"yes, happy tuesday!"

"oh, and it's my birthday!"

"oh! happy birthday!"

"thanks! that's so sweet! do you just go around and hand out flowers??"

"yes :) have a nice day!"

that's my good deed for the day.

Tuesday 5/6/08

Pumped myself up to go find my heartbreaker, even got flowers in hand.

Went to the first shop,

"is there a H here?"

a sympathetic "no...." from a cute blondie..

"oh.. well, is there another bridal shop near here"

"no.. but there is a dress shop down the street you can try... that's really sweet though!"

"alright, thanks!"

walked half a block down

"is there a H here?"

another sympathetic "no...." from a brunette..

"um.. ok.. is there another bridal shop near here"

refers to the one I came from.

"hum.. ok.... have a nice day!"

"that's so sweet..."

BITCH!!... I guess I have no one to blame except myself for not getting her number. ugh!

WTF am I going to do with these flowers now? I was thinking of giving to the blondie from the first shop, but that would be kind of ghetto.. lol...

Saturday 5/3/08

Went out to Bar/Club4 for a bday.

We’re hanging out at the table they got, not much action… then I started chatting with the bartender. Super cute, I guess I like talking to them because they have to be nice to you but I don’t expect anything from them.

**************

So we’re hanging out, nothing really going on, then up come a bachelorette party, 10-15 uber hotties marching up the stairs to the section next to ours, they were all hot, but this one girl in a red dress really caught my eye as they passed. Kind of just absorbing them in and hanging out with my friends, then I caught the one in red eye f-ing me…. NICE!… I’m thinking, I can’t just pounce on her, so I play it cool.. we eye f eachother for a while, flashing a smile here and there. Then I went to talk to her. Her name is H.. (ugh!! That my sister’s name! At least I’ll remember it) She was cool, we really didn’t talk that much then we started making out. Then went our separate ways. That was round one.

Her devious smile lured me back in again, this time on the dance floor. (I don’t dance, so for me to get on the floor, there is only one purpose) We were grinding each other, our hands all over eachother, made out some more. And that was it.

All I know is her name, and where she works. I’m contemplating if I should track her down or not. I’ve see and met many people, they’ve come and go, but there’s something different about her that I like. Maybe it’s her devious smile.

How do you makeout with someone, grind, grope each other up, and not get their number??? Ask me! Welcome to my world.

Friday 5/2/08

Went to K2’s place last night.

A little history on K2. K2 reminds me of a jellybean. Because she looks like one. Lol.. She’s 21, moved out to where I am maybe a year ago, and that’s when I met her. I know K2 from her dad, so to me, she totally just looks like her dad… = instant softie. But since I thought it would make good blog material, I had to go for it.

She texts me a lot wanting to hang out, but I always turn her down. So today was no different when she texted me wanting to hang out. I’m not doing anything, so I agreed. I suggested that we stay in, drink and watch a movie, and she was thrilled. Drunk girl at her apartment? This is setting up to have a high sexcess rate. So I head over to her place. We chatted, BSd, whatever… at one point, I realized I was looking down her shirt while she was doing something, then I noticed.. damnn! I can probably see her whole boob! So things are looking bright then, I tried to get her to have to get up and do things, just for that possibility of her bending down or I can be looking down her shirt some more.

Then it happened… we were picking out a dvd to watch. She was sitting on the floor, and I was standing above her looking at her “dvds”. Just the angle of how thing worked out, I was staring at her little B cups. 21 year old boobs… instant boner. Of course one little peep wasn’t enough, so I asked her about almost every movie she has… we must have spend a good 10 min picking out a dvd to watch. I like!!

Tried to get her to drink more, but wouldn’t really bite, so, whatever. Then I thought, I could try the backrub technique (that my master playa sensei J) suggests. I told her my back is sore, and that she should give me a back rub. And she did. After, I gave her a neck rub, I can tell she’s REALLY enjoying it, and I’m confident that I could have peeled some layers of clothes off, but I didn’t go that road…

It was definitely set up as a high sexcess situation, but I don’t score again. I know it’s because it’s no balls, but I’ll chalk it up as it’s because when I see her = I see her dad = instant softie. Eh... oh well, my heart’s not broken for sure.

Monday 4/28/08

got a text this morning from BC.

"babe, you tasted great last night.."

thats what I like to hear....

Sunday 4/27/08

Probably needed to have BC come over to keep this "relationship" going, so I texted her. Came over at her usual time, took are of business and got up and out as soon as I'm done. good puppy...

Saturday 4/26/08

Went to Bar/Club2 tonight. haven't been there in a while, the scene really changed, for the worse.

was in line at the bar, talked to this Korean chick, pretty good looking.

"you don't look like you're having a good time"

"blah blah blah" (don't remember what she said)

kind of just BSd a little more, then I thought, uh.. you're lame... bitch, so I went back to talking to my friend. a moment after, I grabbed her ass... then in the background I hear:

"who the F grabbed my ass!"

didn't think anything of it, so I just continued to talk to my friend,

now she's moved to another part of the bar.

"who the F! grabbed my ass! I know it's one of you over there" (pointing in our direction)

I just kind of laughed, and my friend and I looked at each other like, you crazy bitch.. haha!

************

talked to this other girl in line, young tall brunette. I mean YOUNG, I didn't even think she looked 21. we just kind of chatted a little, then I bought her a drink and left.

should have at least gotten her name. oh well, that's my good deed for the day.

**************

went to Bar/Club3 after, I think we got there close to last call, so I just got water, and started to talk to this girl, cute, blond, nice teeth, nice smile. she said she graduated HS in 02.. which makes her.. 22/23ish... nice!! :) so we chatted for while, and got her number. will give her a call, but kind of nervous though, because I wouldn't be able to pick her out of a lineup. but she's got a lot going for her though, she's blond, cute, nice teeth, nice smile, and young. hopefully she's not the shape of a pear. her name is J.

Tuesday 4/22/08

omfg, BC texted me

"hey punk, you feeling better?"

ugh.. I really don't feel like dealing with her... got to think of how to get her off my back today.

Sunday 4/20/08

Called V, met with her to have lunch, gave her a hug when I saw her, she’s pretty cool person, didn’t wear her blue contacts though, which I thought was just sexy, especially on a Thai mix, so I had to just keep my eyes on her yummy DSL.. which wasn’t hard. But we had lunch, went to starbucks, chatted some more. Gave her a hug when we’re leaving, but this time I noticed it was nice full body one, not like the weak assed hug in the beginning.

***

Went to my parent’s house for dinner, on the way back, I usually call my buddy S to catch up, I told him that I don’t really want to F my BC tonight, but I feel bad for denying her, he said,

“just tell her you don’t feel well..”

good thinking S!
so I texted my BC telling her

"I can't F you tonight, not feeling well"
"hope you feel better, blah blah, that means you have to make it up to me now"

ugh.. i knew she'd come back with that... but i just replied with

"thanks"

if you can’t tell, I don’t really like F-ing her, but it’s nice to when the pipes are backed up.

Saturday 4/19/08

V (from last night) texted me in the afternoon, kind of caught me off guard as i thought it was kind of soon.. but it's cool, wanted to get something to eat, but I've already eaten, so I told her that we can grab lunch tomorrow... kept texting back and forth, at one point, I'm thinking.. shit, I'm already low on text for the month, I don't want to go over! so I told her I'm in the middle of a movie, I'll catch her later...

***

Went to Bar/Club1, again. This time, went out with my roomate and his friends for a birthday.

We were at the bar, crowded as usual, I look over, and see this group of 10-15 girls, all blond, hot, together in line, I said to my friend "dude, we should get in line over there" we get over there, I started talking to this girl, she must have been 5'10" with her heels, blond (dyed of course), we started chatting, blah blah blah, then she mentions,
"but I don't have any money to buy drinks"
"well, I might buy you a drink, but what would I get"
"hum.. how about a kiss?"
"hum.. that sounds good... "
so we made out for a little
keep i mind, the whole time as I’m talking to her, my hand is going lower and lower down her back, at one point, I realized that I’m grabbing her ass from under her skirt...
got her name, but forgot.. took some pics for her myspace, then I suggested that we take one of us kissing, but she didn’t bite…
didn’t end up buying her a drink.
Ran into her a couple of times throughout the night, said hi, and blah blah… but the last time I ran into her, jokingly I said
“I wanted to get your number, but I’m afraid you’re going to stalk me!!”
we both laughed, and she said
“I would totally give you my number”
but typical of me, I don’t know what happened, but I didn’t just take out my phone to get it, then got CB’d by some giant black dudes…

***

Talked to this uber tatted up chick, (these I really dig now), but she kind of just brushed me off..

***

Some point, while wandering around the bar, walked by this cute chick, gave her a smile, and she smiled back, and I continued my way, I didn't realize it until after I walked away she was grabbing onto my hand.. I don't even know why I didn't react, I was probably too drunk... I'm using that as my excuse of why I didn't just stop to talk to her... so retarted..

***

Towards the end of the night, we were just hanging out in the VIP area (oooohhh, I know) talked to this girl I think from the other table, find out that she works at a ski/snowboard shop..

“Sweet!” I thought

got her number, had to accomplish something that night. Her name is M.

Friday 4/18/08

Friends and I went out to Bar/Club1.

Saw K walk by, she didn't see me though, I went over, smacked her ass, she turns around, says hi!, gives me a hug and a kiss.. tight..

***

Went to the bar, to get a drink, talked to this girl named B in line, cute little brunette, just chatting, BS-ing, I always tend to put my hand on their lower back then I first talk to someone, then for some reason, it just keeping working it’s way lower and lower, and it was no different with her, but then at one point, she says to me

"can you not grab my ass.."
"can't help it, you have a nice ass..."
"oh.."

and my hand goes back on lol..

ran into her again later that night, BS'd some more.

could have gotten her number, but as usual, didn't even ask for it, another gets away....

***

My buddy and I were working our way to the bar and someone bumps him and spilled his drink, we both looked at her, she profusely apologizing, I suggested that she just buy him another drink... talking her, we find out that she's got a daughter "your age", we're both like.. wtf?

"how old are you!?!?"
"44"

I was thinking… awesome! But apparently my buddy didn’t think anything of it, and bailed. I ended up talked to her some more, she’s actually pretty cool..

and yes, my hand was on her ass...

ran into her again later that night and chatted some more.. actually grabbed my hand and led me elsewhere..

probably could have gotten her number too, but as usual, didn't ask.. ugh..

***

As we're leaving, I’m waiting outside for my friends, next to this girl, started chatting with her, cute, asian, looked like some Thai mix, some major DSL, and had blue contacts.. sexy.. , just kind of bantered about nothing, then she asked me

"do you have a myspace?" .. i'm thinking wtf?
"ya.. but i rarely go on it, why don't you take my number instead"
“you want me to take your number?”
“sure.. “

she takes my number. her name is V.