Tuesday 5/27/08

It's been about a week since I had BC come over, I feel like I should see her soon, though I really don't feel like it. She performs well, but I'm kind of over fucking her. It's almost 10 and I'm trying to find a way for to stall out of of it. Tonight would be the best night for her to come over though, that's why the long contemplation. Finally I decided to just text her.

me: "want to come over tonight?'

bc: "I don't know babe, am I going to cum this time?"

lol.. wtf kind of reply is that!??!

me: "not if I cum first."

bc: "well, in that case maybe I should just stay home tonight"

lol.. omfg.. ok biatch, suit your self.

a little bit later...

bc: "how about tomorrow"

I don't reply.

bc: "how much later tonight?"

me: "come at 11:30"

bc: "sure, I'll be there"

lol... she's addicted...

she comes over, we do our thing.. she says:

"babe, you made me cum so hard"

I walk her out.

Tuesday 5/20/08

BC came over last night

we do our thing.

while she's gets dressed...

BC: "I have a question for you.. you're not secretly married are you?

me: "uh.. no.."

BC: "ok.. are you f-ing someone else?

me: "no.. are you?"

BC: "no.. I'm talking to someone else, but we're not having sex"

me: "oh.. ok.."

I walk her to the door... "have a good night"

Tuesday 5/20/08

It's 7 in the morning, I'm eating my cereal. I hear a text message go off on my phone downstairs.

wtf is texting me so early?? must be my buddy J (he's east coast time), I'll check it when I'm in the car...

"good morning sunshine :)"

it's k2... wtf..??

Saturday 5/17/08

Went to Bar/Club2 for a birthday. Bar/Club2 I don't really like, I don't like the crowd, and I don't have much sexcess there. oh well, it's for a good friend's bday, we'll just go have a good time. My buddy L came along too, I like him.. he's pretty aggressive at meeting girls and we have similar taste in the girls we go after.

So we're hanging out at the upstairs bar area, BSing, and I notice it's only us there.. wtf? then up come these 2 girls, kind of nerdy, out of place. I go talk to them. It's one of their's bday, the friend is cuter than the bday girl, she's pretty cool, cute. The bday girl kind of reminded me of Mary Katherine Gallagher from SNL, lol.. . Chatted with them a bit. Got their names, but don't remember...

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I get my drink at the bar, I turn around, L is talking to these 3 girls. I go over, meet them all, one of them is just blatantly disinterested, texting herself away, but the other two are pretty cute. BSd with them a bit, eh... not really feeling it..

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then we decided to go. I left, no number, no new names, alone... again... ugh.. thats why I don't like this place...

Friday 5/16/08

K2 texts me...

"hey :) hows my favorite person doing? miss me yet?"

I *KNEW* she'd text me first... but didn't reply, didn't want to BS with her, I'll reply her next time she texts me. give her some more time to think about me :)

Thursday 5/15/08

Went to a local baseball game, $2 beer night + nice weather = TONs of HOTT girls. Felt like I was back in college.

So my friend T wanted to hook me up with a friend of his and asked her to go too, so I met her, wasn't really my type, so I wasn't all over her. I was more interested in having a good time and hanging with my friends, and if she's involved, great!, if not, oh well.. which is what she did, and I didn't actively participate her.

Looking back, I'm thinking if it was rude of me to not talk to her or pay more attention to her...

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so there are TONS of hott girls there, didn't really talk to many of them, felt like I was out of my element (a bar/club setting) but that’s just another obstacle I need to conquer.

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later that night K2 texted me

"hi P! what are you doing?"

"blah blah blah"

some more BS...

"what are you doing this weekend?"

"you"

"lol.. silly boy, no really, what are you doing?"

"you"

"omg p, haha, wtf"

lol.. she'll write me back later...

Tuesday 5/13/08

I felt like I had to get BC over tonight, I haven't seen her for over 2 weeks, I kind of don't want to see her, but I know she's hooked and she wants it, and I have to give it to her if I want to get it regularly and if I don't want backlash.

so I texted BC

me: "want to come over tonight at 11?"

BC: "sure babe"

she comes over at 11, does her thing...

BC: "ohhh, babe, that feels sooo gooodd"

BC: "you taste good babe..."

as she leaves,

me: "have a good nite..."

apparently we're not using names... kind of weird, but that's how it is.... I LIKE!!!

Saturday 5/10/08

Went out of town to my friend S's wedding for the weekend. No really hard core picking up on girls, but some interesting casual encounters...

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I get to the ceremony a little early to see if he needed help. I got there and they were taking pictures, so I stood off to the side watching, see this girl singing along with the music, kind of gave her a smile, she sees me and gives me a smile back, and I see her walking towards me. Comes over, find out she's the wedding coordinator, we start to chat a little, she laughed at something I said and gives me a hug....? hum... thought that was a little different...

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after the wedding, S threw an after party at his house, saw C, met her before, she's pretty cute, nice teeth, tall too, which is always attractive, chatted with her a little. I would totally go after her if I lived there.

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Was talking to J, the maid of honor, we ended up talking for a while, then her bf/hubby comes over and just puts his arm around her. No introduction, no eye contact, no acknowledgement of me, I thought, a little insecure..? lol..

Tuesday 5/6/08

after dinner, I wanted to get a new tie to wear for a wedding I'm going to this weekend, so I thought, I'd bring the flowers along to give to someone. As a random kind of kindness, make someone's day, and myself feel better I guess..

I see two ladies walking by.. prob mid 30s, hand it to them.

"happy tuesday!"

a little confused, and takes the flowers

"for me?"

"yes, happy tuesday!"

"oh, and it's my birthday!"

"oh! happy birthday!"

"thanks! that's so sweet! do you just go around and hand out flowers??"

"yes :) have a nice day!"

that's my good deed for the day.

Tuesday 5/6/08

Pumped myself up to go find my heartbreaker, even got flowers in hand.

Went to the first shop,

"is there a H here?"

a sympathetic "no...." from a cute blondie..

"oh.. well, is there another bridal shop near here"

"no.. but there is a dress shop down the street you can try... that's really sweet though!"

"alright, thanks!"

walked half a block down

"is there a H here?"

another sympathetic "no...." from a brunette..

"um.. ok.. is there another bridal shop near here"

refers to the one I came from.

"hum.. ok.... have a nice day!"

"that's so sweet..."

BITCH!!... I guess I have no one to blame except myself for not getting her number. ugh!

WTF am I going to do with these flowers now? I was thinking of giving to the blondie from the first shop, but that would be kind of ghetto.. lol...

Saturday 5/3/08

Went out to Bar/Club4 for a bday.

We’re hanging out at the table they got, not much action… then I started chatting with the bartender. Super cute, I guess I like talking to them because they have to be nice to you but I don’t expect anything from them.

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So we’re hanging out, nothing really going on, then up come a bachelorette party, 10-15 uber hotties marching up the stairs to the section next to ours, they were all hot, but this one girl in a red dress really caught my eye as they passed. Kind of just absorbing them in and hanging out with my friends, then I caught the one in red eye f-ing me…. NICE!… I’m thinking, I can’t just pounce on her, so I play it cool.. we eye f eachother for a while, flashing a smile here and there. Then I went to talk to her. Her name is H.. (ugh!! That my sister’s name! At least I’ll remember it) She was cool, we really didn’t talk that much then we started making out. Then went our separate ways. That was round one.

Her devious smile lured me back in again, this time on the dance floor. (I don’t dance, so for me to get on the floor, there is only one purpose) We were grinding each other, our hands all over eachother, made out some more. And that was it.

All I know is her name, and where she works. I’m contemplating if I should track her down or not. I’ve see and met many people, they’ve come and go, but there’s something different about her that I like. Maybe it’s her devious smile.

How do you makeout with someone, grind, grope each other up, and not get their number??? Ask me! Welcome to my world.

Friday 5/2/08

Went to K2’s place last night.

A little history on K2. K2 reminds me of a jellybean. Because she looks like one. Lol.. She’s 21, moved out to where I am maybe a year ago, and that’s when I met her. I know K2 from her dad, so to me, she totally just looks like her dad… = instant softie. But since I thought it would make good blog material, I had to go for it.

She texts me a lot wanting to hang out, but I always turn her down. So today was no different when she texted me wanting to hang out. I’m not doing anything, so I agreed. I suggested that we stay in, drink and watch a movie, and she was thrilled. Drunk girl at her apartment? This is setting up to have a high sexcess rate. So I head over to her place. We chatted, BSd, whatever… at one point, I realized I was looking down her shirt while she was doing something, then I noticed.. damnn! I can probably see her whole boob! So things are looking bright then, I tried to get her to have to get up and do things, just for that possibility of her bending down or I can be looking down her shirt some more.

Then it happened… we were picking out a dvd to watch. She was sitting on the floor, and I was standing above her looking at her “dvds”. Just the angle of how thing worked out, I was staring at her little B cups. 21 year old boobs… instant boner. Of course one little peep wasn’t enough, so I asked her about almost every movie she has… we must have spend a good 10 min picking out a dvd to watch. I like!!

Tried to get her to drink more, but wouldn’t really bite, so, whatever. Then I thought, I could try the backrub technique (that my master playa sensei J) suggests. I told her my back is sore, and that she should give me a back rub. And she did. After, I gave her a neck rub, I can tell she’s REALLY enjoying it, and I’m confident that I could have peeled some layers of clothes off, but I didn’t go that road…

It was definitely set up as a high sexcess situation, but I don’t score again. I know it’s because it’s no balls, but I’ll chalk it up as it’s because when I see her = I see her dad = instant softie. Eh... oh well, my heart’s not broken for sure.